#i cant always tell when im pmsing now by how much i think about wanting to drown myself

[pumpkinstep]

nothing to see here

[bloojayoolie]

Alive, Bored, and Cheating: 0 MESSAGE approach to dating? It's like a creaking bed, just cil it already. Just for today, lets substitute thst with an addiction that might never end The recipe of roaring ire thet best friends never taste? A lover and soulmate not the lets go to dinner and hate it scheme youre sick, tired, and bored of reading all of these fictitious proflies by now. These swost talking liars ars as well just get a cat, larger vibrator, and call it a day Probably wondering what happened to all of those truth in advertising lews as they spply to onine dating The truth is thet m writing this profile at my friends wedding,. This was the shove thet pushed me to fluidly penetrate the onine dating warld. He met an awesome lady on here and now I'm curious anough to unlock Where do we begin? The chicken or the ega? The inger tips, hands, and arms? The toes,feet, and ankles? The hair head, neck, and lips? Aristotle defined love as, love is composed of a single soul inhabiting boy. Add a pinch of mischief with chocolate covered whipped cream. Then blend well in a hottub Brutel, amall good and you will never forget how tampting my public and an absolute dirty animal in private. Holding the door open for you while making others jealous of the powerful connection that we have. Your best your spine. I'm teller than you, exercise everyday, and rafuse to shake handa with taxic fakes. I don't tolerate you to swallow. We both know that good guy that you want will never satisfy you. You need that dirty, intense crazy, excitement as much as me. The true life blood of that deep bond is the passion which rarely happens Dictionary's definition of love, "A sexual pession or desire; a love affair: an intensely emorous incident; amour. Maybe now you can see why thet friendship just never goes deap enough. If you don't know what what thay want. Are you haunted enough by the law of here to satisfy and overwhelm that inner driving urge True lightning bolts of fufillment. I just want one that lasts and isntdestructive. You will hate fighting with me becsuse I always win. But you won't be able to get It you do what you've alwaya done you'll get what you've always gotten You already know what doesn't work. Do you really think this time will be diffarent? m as it constantly smashes into the same wall with a different face Im not here to just be another guy to do evil Carpet burn wont go away until you learm to sit on a desk. I bet you would be bored with the marn of your dreams in a yeer from now.I look forwerd to bringing you out of that shel and giving you something real for a change. You won't get over that unta you I beliave a man who can't handle you at your worst, doeant I don't have a "type" which is actually a Imitation in neck that leaves you wondering just what is going to happen next? Thet reminiscent tingle that hits you in the middle of , dream rm extremely open minded. to get it. I want that deep passionate connection that most will never know lat alane undarstand. Anything homicidal manicac. At least the later wouldn't be a bore and would leave me with yet another grest story or the campfire. Well none of us are getting out of life alive so why not experience a new sensation The only Now for the raw down and dirty confession.I dont think cheating and lying is cool. Only fools hookup and cheat other You get what you give Eventually the cool guys past wil haunt them. I prefer to at least b on good terms when it ands. Don't ask me about work I won't brag about what I do and keep it seperate b of it's nature. You can trust me. Iwill keep all of your and stimulate your dresms to life. Even the ones that you can't yet appreciate. י will then expend them and take you to a place where you eurrently cant imagine Thank me later llike food, exotic trips and fest ears. Na I wart add them for you. Im not your free therspist and dont give rets tail about your previous man. I will buy you chocolates when youtre pmsing It you yall at me, I will eat them myaet. Neither of us reapect genuine and reaL I dont like fake nice people who tal me what I want to hear and then stab me in the back Just be real with me and I will respect you. So many Don't use the words can't, but, maybe, try, or idk with under 18, in another country, aspiring actress, have Yes, my profle is long It's designed to scare away certain people and shock your conncience If youre still reading this, take a bite out of the sinful forbiddern face. I'm sure if you run into it faster your results wil be different next time What's the climax of your most intense fantasy? Relax and tell me how badly you really want it.. I promise to pay your investment back with ง massive dividend of interest."Life's either ธ daring Received an "are you real?" message from profile w/no photo. This is what I found.

[ss0ul--ssearching]

damn

lost in my feels right now about graduating.  I’ve been crying on and off all day but im also PMSing on account that I forgot to take my pill multiple days over spring break on account that I was having too much fun.  listening to landslide right now makes it all worse.  the day before spring break when me and anna rode around getting all of our supplies for our house on break we blasted the dixie chicks version when we were stuck in traffic, and we listened to it sitting on the couches drinking one night at the house, and it came on on the god awful ride home from spring break back to columbia.  i cried on the phone with my mom talking about how much i dont wanna graduate.  they dont tell you when you start the best 4 years of your life that one day theyll have to end.  they dont tell you that when you meet the best people in your life that you have to say goodbye.  in high school i never thought that i would meet friends like the ones I had at home, that i would just meet people to hang out with and pass the time with but god I was wrong. I feel like I meet the best group of people who i can finally be myself around and who make me happy and i feel so lucky, and then i have to leave them.  its the most depression feeling in the world.  i have never have my heart broken but this is what it must feel like.  i feel like part of my world is ending, leaving an entire life behind that i have grown so comfortable in.  i could not have asked for a better experience here at school and i thank god every day that i chose to go to school here at USC.  It will forever be my home and i cant stress enough how much i hate to leave this place - i will always hold a piece of it in my heart, and i can’t believe its over it went by so fast.  i literally want to throw a hissy fit everytime i think about graduating.  i want to scream its not fair, im not ready, i cant make it out in the real world, i cant make new friends, i dont wanna grow up.  and i think thats what it comes down to - i dont wanna grow up.  i remember feeling very similar as when i left high school for college.  but i had something to run away from, and i had something to look forward to - and i had something to go back to. thats the difference.   now my future is filled with uncertainty and fear and i hate it.  ��

i cry when things end and i cry when things start because i am scared that i will never have it as good as i do right now.  i need to be thankful that i have something so special that i am terrified to let it go and i need to trust that the future has things just as good in store for me but its so hard to let certain parts of my life go.  a lot of it has to do with people and experiences.  i cried in 5th grade when i graduated and had to go to middle school.  i cried at middle school graduation because i had to go to high school and growing up was getting a little too real. i cried when sean, liz, courtney and quinn graduated from the swim team. i cried at the last swim meet of my own high school career because i loved to special bond the team had and how hard we tried together and the sport i put so much of my life into was almost over.  i cried at high school graduation outside on my front curb with quinn because we had grown up together and we were moving on to a new chapter of our lives.  i cried when i said bye to my sister in her hospital room.  i said bye when she wasn’t there at my graduation party.  i cried when i was shot gunning nattys and eating pizza in kaitlyns backyard with everyone because i had never been away from them for that long and i thought i would never meet people as amazing as them.  i cried saying bye to my dad and the whole drive down to south carolina.  i cried on the last day of my freshman year because i didn’t want to leave my school friends and i cried going to and from home pretty much every time since them.  and here i am crying right now listening to landslide/i hope you dance realizing i am extra as hell and i need to get a grip and learn to handle change but its so damn hard.  i guess what this means is even after all the shitty things i think i have to deal with i am the luckiest person in the world to have people and experiences in my life that makes it impossible for me to say goodbye.  

[bloojayoolie]

Alive, Bored, and Cheating: 0 MESSAGE approach to dating? It's like a creaking bed, just cil it already. Just for today, lets substitute thst with an addiction that might never end The recipe of roaring ire thet best friends never taste? A lover and soulmate not the lets go to dinner and hate it scheme youre sick, tired, and bored of reading all of these fictitious proflies by now. These swost talking liars ars as well just get a cat, larger vibrator, and call it a day Probably wondering what happened to all of those truth in advertising lews as they spply to onine dating The truth is thet m writing this profile at my friends wedding,. This was the shove thet pushed me to fluidly penetrate the onine dating warld. He met an awesome lady on here and now I'm curious anough to unlock Where do we begin? The chicken or the ega? The inger tips, hands, and arms? The toes,feet, and ankles? The hair head, neck, and lips? Aristotle defined love as, love is composed of a single soul inhabiting boy. Add a pinch of mischief with chocolate covered whipped cream. Then blend well in a hottub Brutel, amall good and you will never forget how tampting my public and an absolute dirty animal in private. Holding the door open for you while making others jealous of the powerful connection that we have. Your best your spine. I'm teller than you, exercise everyday, and rafuse to shake handa with taxic fakes. I don't tolerate you to swallow. We both know that good guy that you want will never satisfy you. You need that dirty, intense crazy, excitement as much as me. The true life blood of that deep bond is the passion which rarely happens Dictionary's definition of love, "A sexual pession or desire; a love affair: an intensely emorous incident; amour. Maybe now you can see why thet friendship just never goes deap enough. If you don't know what what thay want. Are you haunted enough by the law of here to satisfy and overwhelm that inner driving urge True lightning bolts of fufillment. I just want one that lasts and isntdestructive. You will hate fighting with me becsuse I always win. But you won't be able to get It you do what you've alwaya done you'll get what you've always gotten You already know what doesn't work. Do you really think this time will be diffarent? m as it constantly smashes into the same wall with a different face Im not here to just be another guy to do evil Carpet burn wont go away until you learm to sit on a desk. I bet you would be bored with the marn of your dreams in a yeer from now.I look forwerd to bringing you out of that shel and giving you something real for a change. You won't get over that unta you I beliave a man who can't handle you at your worst, doeant I don't have a "type" which is actually a Imitation in neck that leaves you wondering just what is going to happen next? Thet reminiscent tingle that hits you in the middle of , dream rm extremely open minded. to get it. I want that deep passionate connection that most will never know lat alane undarstand. Anything homicidal manicac. At least the later wouldn't be a bore and would leave me with yet another grest story or the campfire. Well none of us are getting out of life alive so why not experience a new sensation The only Now for the raw down and dirty confession.I dont think cheating and lying is cool. Only fools hookup and cheat other You get what you give Eventually the cool guys past wil haunt them. I prefer to at least b on good terms when it ands. Don't ask me about work I won't brag about what I do and keep it seperate b of it's nature. You can trust me. Iwill keep all of your and stimulate your dresms to life. Even the ones that you can't yet appreciate. י will then expend them and take you to a place where you eurrently cant imagine Thank me later llike food, exotic trips and fest ears. Na I wart add them for you. Im not your free therspist and dont give rets tail about your previous man. I will buy you chocolates when youtre pmsing It you yall at me, I will eat them myaet. Neither of us reapect genuine and reaL I dont like fake nice people who tal me what I want to hear and then stab me in the back Just be real with me and I will respect you. So many Don't use the words can't, but, maybe, try, or idk with under 18, in another country, aspiring actress, have Yes, my profle is long It's designed to scare away certain people and shock your conncience If youre still reading this, take a bite out of the sinful forbiddern face. I'm sure if you run into it faster your results wil be different next time What's the climax of your most intense fantasy? Relax and tell me how badly you really want it.. I promise to pay your investment back with ง massive dividend of interest."Life's either ธ daring Received an "are you real?" message from profile w/no photo. This is what I found.